| | LV and I have split finally. I lost my rental due to the foreclosure, so I am homeless and at my mom's to regroup and save a little money. I feel like I'm walking slow motion in a dream, and I will wake up and we will be back in our big house in North Carolina, happy, swinging in our swing in the back yard. I hate this, I hate that he turned out to be just another guy, not my partner, my love. No different than all the other men in my past who have turned out to be disappointments. I feel really bad for Elliot. He will never know any happiness as a family with him, and know him differently and not as well as the other kids. He'll never remember us living together, never know that he once said he loved me and openly showed that. I'm not sure Riley will remember either, maybe not Lauren. They are so young. Lauren doesn't understand and keeps asking when he's coming. It is unfathomable to her that he is not with us and won't be. I sure hope this is worth it to him. I hope he's happy in his silent, clean, orderly house, being a bachelor again. |
| | Posted 6/23/2009 11:28 AM - 10 Views - 8 eProps - 4 comments
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